Today, I decided to use my mentor's advice. I told her I had been having some trouble controlling my anger, she told me to throw rocks at trees. I threw a rock at a tree, very hard. It bounced back hit me above the eye. I'm still pissed as shit. FML

Today, in class, I was sitting next to the guy that I fancy. Shyly, I write our initials (L and A) into a heart on his hand to see his reaction… “I love Los Angeles too!” FML

Today, I wake up, switch on TV and the first thing I see is the picture o… Continue

I've always been intrigued
By the idea of forbidden love

Ive read about it
In so many books
Ive watched it
In so many movies

Ive always known
It was real
But I never thought
I would find it

We were strangers
For the longest time
Then with the magic
In one little card
We became best friends

Now everytime I think of you
My heart stutters
With the power
Of my feelings for you.







*love is kinda a strong word but no other words fit in to the flow*

when im on the ground
my heart starts to pound
when i think of you here
without any fear

talking to me
while i want to be
holding your hand
out on the sand

now im here
trembling with fear
i let out a sigh
and look up at the sky

i know your not going to come
and i feel like a bum
but im still sitting...waiting...wanting you here (alternite)to hold me close
while i tremble with fear

When I looked into your eyes
I saw mine staring back,
But now when I look
All I see is pain and confusion.

Pain from me leaving you,
And Confusion about why I left.

I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to hurt you,
And that’s why I did it.

I can’t stand to think about how you’d act,
If you knew what I thought about when we were together.

It’s not fair to you,
If all I can think about is him.

I’m sorry!!!

The wind is the ultimate friend
Always there and ready to help
It whispers stories in your ear by day
And songs by night
It talks to you when you're lonely
It plays with you when no one else will
It is your only true friend